Not Ready Yet

Billy Ray Marshall 1942-2011

Not Ready Yet

The time is near and we try to prepare
but you are never truly ready;
when all that’s left is family and prayer
to help keep our emotions steady.

He moans and shudders in his sleep
as if something in his dreams he dreads;
or is it only physical failings that keep
him fidgeting, restless in bed?

Oh, how I wish his sleep was sound
filled with dreams pleasant and appealing;
that he would wake up to astound
everyone with his amazing healing.

But wishes do not miracles make,
no matter how heartfelt the yearning,
and so I plead for my friend’s sake
that God will please ease his hurting.

To let him know that God is real,
may his soul be warmed with His Spirit.
May the Lord's cloak of love he feel
and draw assurance from it.

May angels whisper in his ear
of God’s glory and His grace.
But, most of all let him hear
how God’s love is never erased.

Whatever sins he has committed,
whether in past or present they be,
the love of the Savior has acquitted.
My friend's soul has been set free!

Startled awake, his eyes dart side to side
until finally on dear family they focus.
When finally he flies, only God can decide.
May his being with the Savior bring solace.
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Dear Savior, I am not ready to say goodbye yet, but I know my friend is suffering. Ease his pain, Lord. Let him know You are right there beside him to guide him home when you both are ready. Whatever happens, sweet Jesus, don't let him leave this earth without You. ~ Amen
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